Me and the hubby went out to see Sin City tonight. I have one word of advice. Save your money. This movie was horrible. I’m too pissed to even rant about it now so stay tuned until tomorrow. Peace out.

Well it’s over. Terri Shiavo is dead. I don’t really know whether she was a vegatable or not, no one really knew except Terri. I think this case wasnt really about whether she was coherent or not, it was about what she wanted. Was her husband telling the truth when he said that Terrri wouldn’t have wanted to live like that? I don’t know, and whether she did or not, he’s the one who has to live with it. Did her parents really truly know if Terri would have wanted to live like that or did they just not want to let their little girl go? I guess if I were in their position I don’t know what I would do. For myself, I don’t think I would want to live like that but that’s my personal preference. What would be the quality of my life if I couldn’t move talk communicate? Know one really knows what Terri would have wanted and that’s the sad part. She was so young when this happened and tragic. I do know that there is something that she probably didn’t want, I bet she didn’t want this media spectical to be made of her case. I also bet she wouldn’t want Michael and his new family to suffer death threats. Isn’t it ironic that the very people who protest about perserving life would stoop to death threats? It’s kind of like the psychoes that protest at abortion clinics and then kill the doctors for performing them. Well, I hope that Terri’s soul is finally at peace and that her family can begin to heal. To all the Catholics out there tonight, I’m sure you must be devastated that the Pope may not make it through the weekend, but men or God always find their way home so take comfort in that. Peace out.

Well, Jessica Sierra is gone. I didn’t think she was the worst last night to be honest with you. I wasn’t crazy about her, but Anthony deserved to go. I can’t believe that Anthony is still in it. He stunk last night. 3 more girls left. That’s odd, it’s usually the girls that outnumber the guys. My husband says that there is always that one contestant that always seems to make it further than they should.The first season it was Nikki, the second season it was Carmen, last season, I forget but if anyone can email me and tell me who the stinker was last year they win a free download. Ok, back to the writing. Peace out!!

Oh my goodness, as I logged on to the internet, I found out that Johnnie Cohran died. Wow. That’s too bad. The OJ trail was so big in the ninties that it seems like you knew every player involed. Well, this is for you Johnnie, “If the glove don’t fit….” Well you know the rest. Anyway, saw American Idol tonight and you know what? I have a pet peeve I’d like to talk about. Why the hell do the contestants sit on their butts while they’re singing? I hate that. You’re there to entertain me, not sit there. Anyway, the only people I liked tonight was Nadia, Vonzell, Nikko and Carrie. Why do people think that Jessica Sierra is so great? She’s not to me. Anyway, Bo let me down tonight? What the heck was he singing? Don’t get me wrong, I still love Bo, heck if I weren’t married I just might stalk him, but bad song choice tonight buddy. I also love Constantine (don’t you just love that name?) but I wasn’t crazy about the performance. Well, my perdictionis that Anthony has got to go!! It stunk. Another thing about AI is the faces that Nadia makes. I love her to death but when she’s singing, she looks likes she’s having a rough bm. Well, that was probably more info than you wanted to know lol. Anyway. RIP Johnnie. I’m outtie

PS Gary is still alive

Well, I know it’s been a few days in between Rants, thanks to AOhell. I can’t stand them and I don’t even know why I’m keeping them. I am still working like a demon to get my MS completed. My car has been giving me problems and I spent a butt load of money to get it fixed and as I drive from the dealership, the check engine light comes on again!!! My husband had to stop me from going off on someone. It’s not like I’m a rich person to be throwing money away like that. *sigh* Finally a new Desparate Housewives came on and it was so good. Poor Brie, she has so much crap going on in her life. Her husband is a perv, paid money to go to a hooker and everyone knows about it, her son is in the closet and ran over an old lady, someone is trying to murder her husband. Damn, how much more stuff can they throw at that poor woman, and did Edie actually sleep with Paul? She’s such a slut, she probably did. Yuck. Where was crazy Zack? I hope he doesn’t start stalking Julie. Oh well, I’m off to write peace out!!!

Well, on the day I have plenty to rant about namely the most ignorant email, I had the misfortune to read, I just don’t feel like talking about it. It still really hasn’t sunk in yet. I’ll tell you about it tomorrow. Peace out!

Well, tonight was very unproductive. I came home and played video games and then after cooking dinner, I watched American Idol. I think Mikalah is going home tomorrow. She was not that good, and where the heck does she get that NY accent from because she’s from Vegas!! Anyway I wasn’t crazy about Nadia’s performance but that girl wore that afro. She is so cute. And Vonzell is adorable. Those two are so pretty it makes you want to be sick, but I still like them and I’m rooting for them. There’s something about Bo Bice that’s really kind of sexy, him and Constatine. Maybe I just like a dirty boy. It’s odd that I’m drawn to the rough looking guy when my husband is the clean cut type. LOL I guess it’s true when they say you never end up marrying your “type”. Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband dearly, but I’m married not dead so I can look. Anyway did my nightly check on Gary, he’s still alive. I guess I should be writing but I’m feeling very uninspired tonight. I told my editor that I should have the completed MS for a story she’s considering by this weekend and I hope I can get it to her as promised. I guess I’m just having a down night. Oh well, if I don’t write something tonight, I’ll just make up for it tomorrow. Scout’s honor. Well, I’m off to loaf some more. I’m outtie!!

Eve and I are definitely not the same person because it genuinely surprises me when I get fan mail LOL. Me!! I guess my stories are okay or else they wouldn’t have been accepted but, I have to keep pinching myself to see if this is real. I remember writing little short stories when I was younger. When I was about 8 I was going to be the next Judy Blume and Beverly Cleary, when I was about 13 I was going to be the next Christopher Pike and Francis…(the lady that wrote the Sweet Valley High Series), then around 18 I said I would be the next Johanna Lindsay and Catherine Coulter. LOL, now I’ve progress definitely to a much more adult arena you can say, but the point is, I can’t believe that I’m doing something I love (writing) and getting praise for it. It makes me feel good and I’m very humbled by some of the very nice things people have written me. It brings a tear to the eye. *sniff* Maybe I’m just a big sap in the first place. One day, I would like to be able to quit the day job and just do this for a living but you have to crawl before you can walk I suppose. I never thought I would make it this far, so hopefully one day my dreams will come true. By the way, Gary is still alive!!!!!
I’m outtie!!

My lesson for today, is to always save. I had a good cry today when I thought I lost 30k words of my story I was working on. After that was out of my system I felt better. Fortunaetly I was about to recover but but what would have happened if I hadn’t? It’s been an emotional day so is the life of a writer. Oh well. I’m outtie!!

Well, it’s Saturday and I spent most of the day sitting at my computer typing my fingers to the bone. I’m nearly finished my story about and then I can move on to my next project. No my friends, it’s not BB2 although I’m working on it. Brother Niccolo is being very difficult right now and he’s not doing what I want him to. Everyone still seems to love Dante the best but let me tell you about Niccolo, or Nico as I call him affectionately, he’s 613, I think and he’s tall broad shoulders, short black hair, and big amber eyes. He’s a hottie, and like his brothers, he’s packing. He’s the quiet reserved one of the four brothers. I’m hoping when his story comes out he’ll get some love. *sniff* poor GianMarco, although the first BB was about him, Dante stole his thunder. It’s okay, me and Maggie love GM, and I’m just glad people seemed to enjoy the book. We haven’t seen the last of GM and Maggie and the little surprise for those of you who haven’t read GianMarco’s Muse yet. Oh well, I’m going to take a break from this typing and watch a movie. Maybe I will watch Taxi with Queen Latifah. I love her!!! Good news, Gary is still alive, but the little bugger just sits there. I would have been better off getting a gold fish sheesh, at least it would be a little more animated. Well, I’m outtie!!